Friday, April 9, 2010

WHEN I GREW BEARD

The harvest gets ready
for the season of spring
and the oath taken on the pillar
of a self-made temple
seems to be fulfilled.

Keen for cutting the harvest
and getting ready to take
another oath for the next target
or following self-ruled routine.

Day by day it gets thicker
and thicker, showing
some uneasiness to others,
giving chance to
their non-expressing minds
some expression of thought
‘sir looks desparate’,
I overheard
When I grew beard.

Forgot my own reasons
given to them by me,
by my ownself long back
sometime for my so-called desparateness.

Talking about my eating style
without disturbing my inner self
and outer side showing them
the marks of rich recipes.

Scratching every now and then
and cutting maintenance cost
by manual maintenance.

Do I really look old in you,
I tend to feel when they say so.
Why should they be taken so seriously.
‘Sir is doing another Ph D’
I heard
When I grew beard.

There are lies,
may be a safe place
to roam around
for flies.

Covering my lips
and obstructing many times
for their better optional use.

Hiding a pit covered
all over with grass around.
Releasing words without obstruction
and showing its genuine place.

I have to think a lot
before it gets thicker
and for being able to tell the reason
of its thickness,
of its being thick.

The weather gets cold
and I have got a reason to be told,
Yes for winters
I get geared,
When I grow beard.

Yes I am getting old,
at times I have reasons
to feel desperate
and yes there is an oath
in waiting for her,
I am not BenHur.

Just a person like anybody
with emotions.
I do need expression
and it becomes mode of expression,
of feeling alone,
feeling busy and
with commitment waiting for the dawn.

Still they at times tease
and remind me,
it is getting dense.

But how can I close my ears
to the whispering sound of theirs
‘he needs a close shave’
I overheard,
When I grew beard.


1st August 1999/00:40 night

4 comments:

  1. Cutting maintenance cost multiples irritations
    For a lone inquisition could be an attraction
    But a hundred query equals a thousand irritant
    Commenting one's unkempt beard is impolite
    But keeping an unkempt beard appears unhealthy
    Yet the beard remains and so are the irritations

    To add to the thousand, the beard makes me ponder
    With the beard you look wiser like a philosopher
    With the beard you look more like a professor
    With the beard you look more salable
    As the head is balder, may the beard be thicker

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  2. Dear Vijayji:
    You are saving at least Rs 3650 per year by keeping yourself bearded. If one feels disturbed by this habit then he is cleaned shaved.Pour something through your bearded garden to satisfy the inner soul. Bah Kharbuli

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  3. "IN PRAISE OF BEARD!"

    Now I know why this beard
    Pains countless it works a plaster
    Foes around it works a rapier

    Friends around its magnet finest
    Peers around its intellect greatest

    There is so much in a beard Shotriya can adore
    Joi ho beard! thou the glee galore.

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  4. अस्मिता की खोज में
    मैंने निरंतर रूप बदले
    देख कर खुद को मुकुर में
    प्यास मेरी मिट न पाई
    भीड़ में नजरें किसी की
    काश, मुझपर रुक न पाई
    हर डगर पर, हर गली में,
    हर मोहल्ले में गया हूँ
    पर किसी ने कुछ न पूछा
    मूक प्रतिध्वनि लौट आयी
    इंगितों के अर्थ क्या हैं ?
    जानने को प्राण मचले
    अस्मिता की खोज में
    मैंने निरंतर रूप बदले
    Translation:
    In search of identity,
    I have altered my appearance again and again
    I looked into the mirror,
    but that could not quench my thirst,
    In the crowd,
    alas, no eyes noticed me.
    I have gone to every lane
    in every neighbourhood
    but none asked me anything,
    only a mute echo returned to me.
    To know as to what do the gestures mean?
    I am eagre and impatient.
    In search of identity,
    I have altered my appearance again and again

    Sincerly,
    SK Mishra

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